To whom it may concern (nobody),
Friday, September 8, 2023. Feelings, I can't even decipher what that means anymore. I've always let myself be fully led by emotions, cravings and art. You'd think I would learn my lesson and change...but I'm not that smart.
Right now the emotion leading the charge in me is desolation. The thought that I'm so easily forgotten (I am) and no matter what decisions I make or what I try to do, I'll be walking this same path all alone. I'll live to be very old and very far from the nearest soul.
I guess it's not all bad, right? I can go wherever I want; there's no one to hold me by the roots. I can stay out as late as I want; no one is making sure I get 'home' safe and I can eat whatever I want; no reason to celebrate 'dinner time' if it's whenever and wherever I decide.
Yay.
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